Hello Hello!
My name is Samantha and I am in a place in my life where I need guidance. Everything has been going wrong and I don't know why. I need some sort of spiritual guidance. I've been studying on and off for about a year and i've decided that if I could find someone to help me figure out these things then I would really...I don't know. I want to learn so much but I know I can't learn by myself. Please help!

Hello Samantha, I don't mean to bud in but it seems that you are pushing yourself too much. Maybe you should start with one of the covens on line here. Start slow, it seems that you need t be grounded, your trying to do too many things at one time. I know you want to get into everything at once but you need to slow diwn and maybe join a coven here and go thru the basics first. Don't push yourself too much cause you won't retain the message in what you are doing, and truly get the full feelings of what is happening, be it a meditation, or breathing exercise, even something so simple you get the most out of it,truly feeling it, the moment the purpose and the meaning. Plus you don't want to rush into a coven and find out that's not what you want. Just some suggestions. Blessings to you to finding waht you need, not what you want.[wink][wink]

I agree with whisperinRedd. I was in the same places as u. I've been lookin 4 4years & just now had people talking 2 me. Cause I find them but they didn't respond. My internet sucks so I haven't join a online coven. Just read the books do what feels right 2 u. Don't stress about this. it will just bring u down. U need postive energy around. Best of luck.
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