Eh? how so?

( Sorry I haven't been on in awhile to those who care LoL vacation and school is a lovely thing, especially when you have a nasty ear infection and you can't get more than 3 or 4 hours of sleep a night, so excuse my current stupidity please :P))

The day I joined this site some dark shadow like creature visited me in the girls chnage room after gym XD, and it seemed to hide itself in me, or use my aura as a cover, later it spoke one word, shadowkeeper, that night, it was still inside me and thus I felt a little strange but it wasn't doing anything to me. Plus I couldn't decide on a name so I decided to use that cause when it said that it seemed to be directing it at me. ANywho, couple hours later it left, came back for a moment or two the next day and I haven't seen it since. And no other shadows of what I'm aware of have visited me since in such a manner. I thought I was gettign some sort of duty when it called me that,hm.

ABout her havign issues with talking to animals with her mom like she did to me I doubt it. I've come across people who were in that kind of situation and its different than the way she responds to things.

Not so much as bottles it as she indulges in it. Its like she doesn't know how to be in a steady good mood for more than half and hour to an hour. Ugh, sleepy, must sleeeep. Well, now I'm 19 and I'm livign in an amzing town among the mountians, its incredibly beautiful here and air so clean. Theres faeries everywhere and I've doen a ton of healing since coming here. AKa I moved out to another town to take a college course on Northern Outdoor Recreation Ecotourism. I visited her during break, she seems alot better. more positive but the tendency to turn to angery fear and depression is still huge about her. And we seem to build up offa each others stress. Cause of bad memeories I was struggling at times to keep up my positive attitude. I wonder perhaps, I've noticed and Saeoko/rowan and her friends say they think i give out energy, perhaps my energy output increases the strength of her energy which majority of the time is rather negative?
ANd has anyone heard of a CRYSTAL KNIGHT beofore? A metaphysical rock shop in qnother town, manager mentioned it and I want to know what or who they are. It sounds very familiar but cant place a toe on it.(had to do it a little different lol)[lol][ninja][confused][grin]