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Growing Back The Back Bone!

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Windora
, 02-22-2010 at 09:09 PM (335 Views)
Sorry heres my problem. I man do I have many. I once was strong & proud. No one walked all over me & there thoughts of me mattered very little. Now its all changed. I feel I'm out there to please other. I'm trying to please my bf's family so I'm not surrounded by people who hate me. Doesn't help his whole family is full of "all about me people" I always thought I would be the all my god shes perfect for you gf. But No I'm the one whos saving him from being beat so that makes them not like me.
Then my parents they don't seem to see i've changed from a lazy teenager to a hard working young lady.
Then at work I feel i'm everyones slave. I'm new there & I'm young so I don't want them to prove the normal young kids are lazy, late, nonhard working. SO I'm always early working hard not scared to work over. But everyone walks all over me over working me. Letting others off early, filling everyone in but not me. Sucks cause I don't like being disliked by people. I'm scared to say anything at work for I don't want people to dislike me at work. My boss is cool so it isn't fully lossing my job thing.
So here I am suck between being strong or mumbling under my breath all the time. I guess time will tell.
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  1. wyrdric magnetica's Avatar
    when i was younger and a nice guy - everybody liked me and i didn't know that everyone was walking all over me
    and i was very happy
    now that i am older and an assh*le -- people hide in the shadows and i am not sure how they feel about me - or if i care
    d*amn if i don't always get respect though - and i feel a level of security i could never have imagined
    and everyday i search for ways to avoid the loneliness and boredom i feel
    the weird part - i still prefer it this way

    I'm 50 years old (this time around) btw - Windora - you seem much much younger than me - so i don't know how much of this you can relate to or value
    You sound pretty spunky - so I don't think we have to worry about you 'surviving' do we? *wink*
    thanx for venting
    oh - i loved that title "Growing Back the Back Bone" - make a great song title or sumthin' - don't ya think?
    wyrdric
  2. Windora's Avatar
    ya i think ure right that would be a sweet song title lol