Onxy

Well happy Thanksgiving to everyone.

The holidays, no matter which one, is a busy time for me. I'm the maker of the feast. Plus I've been feeling off the past couple of weeks, and extremely tired. I don't think I'll be able to make my ussual aray of pies. I wish that people wouldn't bother me about cooking any more, but at the same time I can't stop. I tried cooking several times, but I can't seem to get away from it. maybe it's because it was my second talant.(First talant was dancing, ...

I recently had some bad news. There has been a death in my extended family. by extended family I mean is a friend of my family for longer than I've been alive (as good as family). She and her husban have always been older, but It never seemed to occure to me that they would die ever. (she died, he is still with us). It's weird that her death caught me so off gaurd. I knew that she was fighting cancer, but when I got the news I fell apart. I think that I just need to put this down. they gave me my ...

today I had a happy day. for me this is a big thing.
This was the first relaxing day I've had in a long time. I went on my daily walk in the park which makes me feel better no matter how I'm feeling. It's just today I didn't have any of the daily pressures of my life pressing down on me. I don't really know how to put it into words.

I just wanted to share it.

I'm shy by nature, but only when I'm tring to make friends. I think it's because I'm afraid of saying the wrong thing and the fact that I have been sick for over half my life. I'm not looking for simpathy and I don't like itwhen I'm asked ever two seconds "how are you?" I know it's because they care, but it get's tirering. Yes, I'm sick. No,It's not life threatening, it's just annoying and I will have it for the rest of my long life.

My condition is under control for the ...

the night was clam and quiet
the moon was bearly showing
there was only the sound of crashing waves as she stood on the cliff
she looked out to the horizon as if waiting for.....

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